what a relief

"what a relief"

is it wrong to want to break something
every once in a while?
is it wrong to want to fight someone
just to break a smile

how do i know if i'm normal
when i want to
how do i know if i'm normal
when i can't do

anything to help the nerves and
severed blanket intervals
tomorrow will be different
of this i'm sure

scare me once in a while
with a doorknob that won't turn
and a room with a view
so i can start rubberizing walls

but i just want to break shit
on Tuesday mornings mostly
hey, why would i pass up a meal -
as long as it's vegetarian.

March 20, 2004
Copyright J.S. LeBoeuf 2004